Contemplating the Artist's Way (again)

So as a leaving present, my colleague actually gave me a copy of her own version of the 'The Artist's Way'. Is it time to try again? I am always saying how I should be more creative etc. I don't' really know the answer to that one. I have 'The Prosperous Heart' to get through at some stage.

I keep replaying in my mind the day the writing tutor taught me that writing could be a means by which we communicate with the divine, and that I was just a writer, and that is basically who I was. The world just opened up to me that day, it was such a deep experience, standing beside the lake in Woodbrooke.

I haven't finished the book, 'F*ck It,' perhaps because I would rather be reading Thomas Moore's, 'Care of the Soul.' I feel in need of a book which speaks to me on a deeper level, and lets me roll around there for a time.

Post the end of my internship, I contemplated going back to meeting on a Sunday. I haven't done anything about this possibility. I currently seem to be a lapsed Quaker attender. Perhaps that is the worst kind of spiritual person, I do not know.

All I know is when I got to Steyning, I needed along time by myself, and it has been really good for me. 

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