Quiet Week

It has been a quiet week for this YALP blog. It has been reduced to song lyrics and the odd photograph which took my fancy.

I have been doing my teaching, working on the Artist's Way, my volunteer job, and many other projects. It is Saturday night, and today was meant to be my rest day, but I still managed to end up feeling stressed. I have not slept well this week, and that is never a good thing to be teaching with.

The Artist's Way is going well, though I am not experiencing the anger like apparently I am supposed to be. I am just enjoying coming up with imaginary lives for myself. Who I would be if money had never been an object, or if my life had been different? So many different people emerge. I haven't managed to go on my artist's date with myself. My to do list feels currently completely endless, but I will try and fit it in, somewhere along the line.

I have still managed to do nothing on my YALP course. I really must do something about that. 

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